Unedited Blurts#1

Have you ever felt that everything happening around you is just the same and monotonous? I do.

For the past week, I've been struggling to keep up with the all the things happening. I'm raped by my examinations, harrassed by thesis works,and abused by projects, both co-curricular and exta curricular. I'm exhausted, leaving me with a decreased drive to do all there is to do with some level of anhedonia.

I've had difficulty doing things I used to enjoy and do with ease, say, writing blog posts, I have some topics in mind yet in the middle of my entry, I find the them too shallow or too absurd to finish. Hence the unfinished, underdeveloped entries on my notebook.

Once this week finishes, I'll have my long weekend. Probably, I'd go somewhere quiet and less stimulating, (Manila's been too busy for me these days) I want to catch up on my reading, do some artworks and SLEEP.

Ugh. This too shall pass.

Loving Stress! Eustress!

"First, I seek stress and when I get my dose of stress, I rant about it. How ironic isn't it?"

I'm love being stressed. I really do. I'm one of those people who say "Yay! Andameng gagawin!" when there's actually a lot of assignments due the next day. Sleeping beyond midnight is my hobby, I like the feeling of staying up all night doing my homeworks. I even like it better when homeworks are required to be handwritten on long bond papers. Call me the stress magnet or whatever you may want to call me.

Probably, I like it because it gives me a sense of accomplishment, a feeling that "I can manage". However, there are times that I really can't do it all (I'm not superman you know.), especially when the situation is out of my hands. Like, is it hard to pass your part of the project on time? Will it harm you if you attend the rehearsal? Do you even care that an activity is coming up?

..and the inevitable aftermath is... I get stressed and exasperated but I'm loving it.  


November's coming up. A lot of things to work on.
1. Nursing Chorale Songfest
2. Nursing Chorale Battle of the Bands
3. Class Parade with the theme of "Mulawin"
4.Class Shirt
5.Chorale Shirt

Whew. Nastress ako.hehe