Limboesque

I feel that I'm in limbo - with a degree but still with no license - just waiting and preparing myself for that judgement day which is like less than thirty days from now. After that, another lag time for two months as we wait for the results of the licensure exams. Another limbo-esque time.

I miss school. I really do. These are the times when you go to school (I study everyday at the UST Central Library), and find everyone hardly familiar to you. The UST vibe is still there but it's just different that you don't see the people you've come to explore this great university with. Same place, different people.

I miss my white uniform and how convenient it is that I don't have to think much about what to wear. I miss the privilege of swiping my ID as I enter its buildings. All I have is a temporary permit made of yellow cartolina these days. I miss eating outside the campus and how someone would always ask me to go with them for a snack.

Some of my classmates had already started their classes at Medicine last Monday. It feels so awkward to think that we had already taken different paths in just a short time. After four years or so, I  have to call them doctors already, not that I mind. Should I take up Medicine by next year, It'll still feel different since most of them took up Medicine this year.

I hate how everyone is geographically proximal yet all are inaccesible. Parang love lang. LOLJK.

Ugh. I feel so isolated.